Saturday, April 25, 2015

Loneliness ... the antagonist without a face



Loneliness ... the antagonist without a face


Taunting with a treasure trove 
of misbegotten lies

loneliness is ...

the antagonist without a face
Eyes that well with tears 

are the deeply rooted spoils
of what was never sown 

to be harrowed dust and stone

What was never given freely
can never belie the truth
when the will to fight 

or flight is tested,
served up like humble pie


It’s that (diminishing) obscurity
that hides the thread barren
deeply woven into
the frayed fabric aplomb


The demure black sheep 

silently wanders  away
stained loveless without a fold..,
beguiled by other sheep of prey,
blinded by having such 

... finely-wooled over eyes

Love is the only enabling fabric
adept to draw out the chill 

from the darkest cold
true penitence transforming,
bending flecks of light
like a prism splayed glow


For it is through the cracks
the memory of light gets in;
it is through those misbefallen memories,
come what may


The antagonist without a face,
still hauntingly lingers,
amidst blue shades 

of melancholy hues
within yesterday's silenced tears 



harlon rivers © ...4.24.2015


Notes:

It’s been said “Silence is golden, 

but my eyes still see"   Frankie Valli

though I weary be ,
sometimes silence
is the sound
of loneliness ;
sometimes loneliness
has no sound at all


...a snippet from "A Black Swan of Loneliness" by harlon rivers


"True penitence condemns to silence. What a man is ready to recall he would be willing to repeat."     F.H. Bradley